i get fucked over.
- Mood:
irate
its winter break.
and already i hate it.
i tried to take out all the blue in my hair
so i can dye it all really blonde
and i kept the dye in for 3 hours
and it came out sea green!
so now i have have to walk around with a hannah montana wig on until wednesday
:/
and im not going to ithaca
i love how when i wake up at 9:55
ben texts me saying, "Oh, i forgot to tell you, we're going at 10"
another :/
this isnt my week
this isnt my month
this isnt my YEAR
- Mood:
cranky
:DD
i want the snow to go away
and for it to be spring again
to anything nailed down.
goodbye january
you werent too good to me.
im sick
dixie dot has cancer
mom left for flordia
lauras leaving saturday.
not my month
whatsoever
lauras party is today.
i hope its bomb!!
nobody pretty much gave donations.
:/
i really need to get a job
so badly
im applying for subway though!
so they better hire me.
im gonna be busy all weekend
with lauras party
lauras other party
and shipping laura off.
im so siked for tonight!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
- Mood:
excited
ill make sure laura cant forget auburn
:D
Seems like things really cant get much worse
ive been having problems at home
im super stressed from school
and i found out today lauras moving alot sooner than planned.
i know that its better for her this way
shes one of my best friends, ever, and the last thing i would want her to be is unhappy.
honestly
i would rather be a sophomore than a senior right now
i could wait another 5 years
i DO NOT want graduation to come.
i dont want to see my friends and peers move away.
i dont want to be sent out into the real world
but most of all
i dont want to lose contacts with the people i love most.
that is what i am really scared about.
i have anxiety over it already
thats one of the reasons i dont want laura to move.
im scared that once she's gone
i wont hear from her.
im scared when ben and lauren move
thats the last time ill ever see them again
now we say that we will be friends forever.
and i really really hope thats true.
i dont want laura to forget me
i dont want lauren to forget me
i dont want ben to forget me
i dont want anyone to
Just dont forget about me
im not gonna sleep tonite.
- Mood:
sad
i dont want to go to school tomorrow
:/
we are gonna steal merch and sell it on the black market for wayyyy more than its worth
anyone want in?
- Mood:
restless